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damit ihr mein gesicht nicht vergesst.. hier zu sehn an einem besagter abende...

Abends

Abende kann man mit kochen verbringen.
Und mit lachen. Und mit lachenden neuen Freunden.
Und mit einer Flasche guten Rotweins.
Mit einem Philosophiebuch, und guten Gesprächen.
Mit Gitarrenspiel, Gesang, Astronomiekursen.
Das bedeutet Sternegucken.
Manchmal aber verbringen mich die Abende.
Mit Stille. Mit dem zu frühen Ende des Tages.
Mit einem leeren Kühlschrank.
Mit zuvielen zu trüben Gedanken,
an denen man sich aufhängt.
Nach und nach lerne ich, selber zu entscheiden.

Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt

Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt,
Weiß was ich leide!
Allein und abgetrennt
Von aller Freude,
Seh ich ans Firmament
Nach jener Seite

Ach! Der mich liebt und kennt,
Ist in der Weite.
Es schwindelt mir, es brennt
Mein Eingeweide.
Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt,
Weiß, weiß was ich leide!

J.W.v.Goethe


Ist doch schön zu wissen das man nicht alleine ist, wenn man alleine ist :-)

dont change

-don't change your plans-

sometimes i get the feeling
that i won't be on this planet
for very long
i really like it here
i'm quite attached to it
i hope i'm wrong
all i really wanna say
is you're the reason i wanna stay
i loved you before i met you
and i met you just in time
'cause there was nothing left
i sat here on my suitcase
in our empty new apartment
until the sun went down
then i walked back down the stairs
with all my bags and drove away
you must be freaking out
all i know is i've gotta be
where my heart says i oughta be
it often makes no sense
in fact,i never understand these things i feel
don't change your plans for me
i won't move to LA
the leaves are falling back east
that's where i'm gonna stay
you have made me smile again
in fact, i might be sore from it
it's been a while
i know we've been together many times before
i'll see you on the other side
but don't change your plans for me
i won't move to LA
the leaves are falling back east
that's where i'm going to stay
all i really wanna say
is you're the reason i wanna stay
but destiny is calling and won't hold
and when my time is up i'm outta here
all i know is i've gotta be
where my heart says i oughta be
it often makes no sense, in fact
i never understand these things,i feel
i love you, goodbye...

ben folds

"It sucks to grow up"

Good morning, son.
I am a bird
Wearing a brown polyester shirt
You want a coke?
Maybe some fries?
The roast beef combo's only $9.95
It's okay, you don't have to pay
I've got all the change
Everybody knows
It hurts to grow up
And everybody does
It's so weird to be back here
Let me tell you what
The years go on and
We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it
And you're so much like me
I'm sorry
Good morning, son
In twenty years from now
Maybe we'll both sit down and have a few beers
And I can tell you 'bout today
And how I picked you up and everything changed
It was pain
Sunny days and rain
I knew you'd feel the same things
Everybody knows
It sucks to grow up
And everybody does
It's so weird to be back here.
Let me tell you what
The years go on and
We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it
You'll try and try and one day you'll fly
Away from me
Good morning, son
I am a bird
It was pain
Sunny days and rain
I knew you'd feel the same things
Everybody knows
It hurts to grow up
And everybody does
It's so weird to be back here.
Let me tell you what
The years go on and
We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it
Oh, we're still fighting it, we're still fighting it
And you're so much like me
I'm sorry

Ben Folds - Were still fighting it

Heimathafenliebe

..was für ein bislang unbekanntes Glücksgefühl,vom Regionalexpressfenster aus die Skyline Lübecks zu sehen,über die die Abendsonne rotgoldene Schleier wirft,und dann ankommen,und das Gefühl zu haben alles zu kennen,vertraut sein,den Armen in die man geschlossen wird,dem Boden unter den Füßen,dem Straßenverkehr,der Mentalität der Leute,der Seeluft,den Häusern,dem Geruch,dem Licht,dem Leben...